Main ye Kiya Mehsoos kar Rahi Ho

jab se mera 5th semester shoro hoa hai,mjhe computer se uktahatt mehsoos horahi hai.... Ek wqat tha jb mai ghanto computer istemal karti thi.lkn ab_ _ _ ye uktahatt isliye nhi hai k computer mai koe masla hai ya kharabi hai. Darasal iski waja ek k bad ek milny waly searching assignments hai. Mouzoo(topic) ki ghanto talash(searching) ny ankho ko dukha diya hai..jo computer main shoq se istemal kiya karti thi ab majboori mai kar rahi ho..Lkn zahir hai iska faida bhi buhat hai...buhat maloomat hasil karny lagi ho... Lkn sawal ye hai k iss maloomat ka mjhe kiya faida ..?
ye maloomat mere kam ki hoti to bat bhi thi... Assignments to mukammal hogai talash(searchig) bhi puri karli, lekin ab mujhe esa mehsoos horaha hai k mai ek Indian ho...jee ha Indian! mujhe milny walay tamam assignments India k hai ya india ye jodyhoy(related) hai..  jessay Indo-Pak Issue, Indian television, List of India etc.
Itni maloomat agar maine apne Mulk Pakistan k hawalay se hasil ki hoti to mujhe khud apne ap pr fakhar  
Mehsoos hota... khair fakhar to mujhe abhi bhi hai apni asateza(teachers) per. Jinhony mujhe itna sub kuch mehsoos karwa diya... 
Shukriya Asateza(teachers)   &
God Bless me... :)